light rehearses itself

we strike a match
against the edge of yesterday,
and suddenly the dark forgets its name.

this is the world remembering
how to see itself.

lamps lean forward
like curious children,
asking the night if it still believes
in forgiveness.

somewhere, a flame whispers
into another flame,
and the air blushes,
ashamed of its own silence.

quietly, we light
what was always burning,
beneath the soot of our forgetting.

dear diwali,
or whatever you call
that small impossible moment
when light chooses you back.

a note: i’m still not sure if this is a poem or few overconfident sentences pretending to be one. i wrote it on a walk, with rahman’s 99 songs looping in lossless audio. 99 songs is such an underrated album, every track has that unmistakable rahman style of slow poison. this thought came as i was listening to sofia number from that album. so thank you rahman, madhan karky, srikanth hariharan, and whoever invented headphones. diwali nostalgia kept colliding with the song’s longing for hope. i didn’t really write this, it sort of arrived. a small self-reminder that hope and kindness and clarity don’t appear fully formed, they keep practicing their return. part nostalgia, part rhythm, and a little bit of light finding its way back.

One response to “light rehearses itself”

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    There is light because there is darkness.

    Grateful for both.

    It is still hard to fathom

    how you can be both

    an unstoppable force

    and unusually sensitive towards everything that exists,

    how your nerves of steel

    can hold such a deeply caring heart.

    There is so much magnificence to be seen,

    someone is set to be surprised by their own grandeur.

    It is the wisdom of an old soul,

    one that knows life is not a battle,

    but a game of collecting experiences—

    To cherish every little thing it finds along the way,

    And to turn the tide by wielding of will.

    Your light brightens up every other,

    your spirit, conviction, courage color others the same.

    Your expression builds unshakable trust,

    your vulnerability is precious, sacred.

    For when you find no lamp lighting the way,

    you stay anyway,

    making a home for the shadows,

    learning their language with patience.

    To whisper into this flame—that is the objective.

    That is the loop. The instantaneous, full circle.

    Wherever you are, Diwali is brighter. This one, and every other one.

    Pen simply writes what you were never meant to forget.

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